ｗｈｅｒｅ ｏｌｄ ｍｅｅｔｓ ｔｈｅ ｎｅｗ．
Chongqing, China
Having communication with people in real life is the hardest thing in this technological era, I definetely can’t do that.
When you have to do things, but if you go outside you will meet people and this will make you feel bad cause you have a strong social anxiety, so you stay at home for days, watching anime and tv shows, but this make you feel really useless and depressed beacuse you’re not doing the things you have to do; i’m like an agoraphobic who has an addiction to drugs and can’t feed himself by his own. Life at the time of social networks is a shit.
This is how I feel when I stay three days at home, and I forget the outside world
I think that I am so depressed because I can’t see the people that I love suffering. Tomorrow is my birthday, but I don’t give a shit about that, because it will be another sad day for me, watching “the war” all around me, and all the people who matter for me fighting each other. Am I the only who feel like this? Is there anybody out there, in this virtual and inconsistent space, who can understand this pain? Why don’t we end the illusion of thinking that could exist a form of relationship between people? We’re just like astronauts in an infinite dark space; we can feel that other people exist, but we can’t have a real form of relationship; we can just watch to each other’s wandering in the dark, hoping to feel the less pain possible, while our existance keep going, until we die.
Eschaton 00
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